Might start putting up stuff again been busy. We moved and I almost forgot i had a devart thing. Haven't been drawing much lately aether but we'll see what i can do.



I wanna thank DecemberStar for the very uplifting comment she left on my other journal it made me fell much better.

Ok i am lazzy ..... ok very lazzy. It's not that im not drawling im just not confident in it. I have quite a bit of stuff but none of it seems good enough to put up. I should put it up but im not self confident by any means. To put it bluntly I think that I suck at art in general. I am always studying other peoples stuff to try to get inspration but it makes me upset to see how horrible I am compared to other peolpe. I get very depressed some times and it hinders my projects and makes me want to completly stop but I dont want to stop. I just get that was sometimes. I really need to do something about it , i dont know what to do. But just writing this makes me feel a little better.

I'd like to thank the people that watch me and coment me it makes me happy

sorry my spelling sucks and im not in the mod to correct it

Thanks for reading




comments are appreciated

Well now that im here I mine as well post something Soooooo I reeeeally need to post something, I've drawen a bunch of stuff but im being to lazy to post it...(damn this lack of motavation.) TT__TT

Sooooo i need to find the motivation...sooo I'll put something up soon, but in the mean time please visit my friend Happyrussia....(he needs people to see his stuff so he can log on more.....and learn to comment on peoples stuff.)

Not been posting much, not like anyone cares but ill post something soon for those of you who care. I manly go for contests to test myself thats why I dont post much. If any one knows of any contests let me know please, if you want. I dont plan on winning or anything just testing myself. In other news I hope everyone had a nice Thanks Giving and will hope fully have a good christmans or whatever you may celebrate. ooooo why do I post jurnals anyway no one probley cares.

Well if you hadent notice my scaner is funny so I need to fix it I'll try my self but if anyone has any suggestions on how please say so if not say something anyway i like hearing peolpe on my page.